That's not zit cream... it's a Bindi?

I feel burned out. I feel like a patient in an insane asylum, being run by the insane. I feel like twirling ‘round and ‘round… my arms a makeshift windmill… until I’m dizzy and I pass out from the high. Girl Interrupted.

Daysbleedtogetherlikeonelongrunonsentence. I’m functioning on auto-pilot and I'm merely coasting. I’m stressed and it shows on my face in the form of random, hard, and lone zits, that form in strategic spots on my face… like chess pieces.

I’m picturing myself taking deep inhalations of Mediterranean air, eyes closed as I relish in the warm air and hot sand underneath my bare feet.

I am visualizing myself sitting outside a café, languishing in spicy smells and the sound of passers-by muttering to one another, as they browse outside markets.

I’m remembering the feeling of truly being away… enjoying 8 lazy days of simply being.

I need a vacation. I crave a reprieve.

4 comments

Anonymous said...

amen, Sistah!!

Unknown said...

we all need a vacation

Anonymous said...

It's warm so maybe this will be a rejuvenating time for you. While some try to drain you of your inspiration why not ignore them and start looking at ways you can use this lame-o time to your advantage? It can be like your office time...research for a project you've needed more time to do or something...

- Cyet

emeralda said...

and I feel how in the sunny sandy wonderful palmtree california the rest of the world starts drowning in shades of grey.
i ahve to get out of here.

swap?