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October 16, 2004

Aspiring Models?... Or Sinister plot against the world???

Nothing really juicy to report. Dating is very sketchy for me right now. I can't seem to find anybody compatible. They're either married, selfish, nutbags, or fancy themselves smarter than me. I can honestly say that I enjoy being alone. Coming home to an empty apartment, I feel a sudden wave of relief wash over me. I never truly valued my "singleness" until now. I used to think that I needed to be in a serious relationship by the time I was 28 (a psychic told me I would be by this time), but now that I'm 27, I truly don't care anymore. I like having loads of "me" time. Right before my 27th birthday I got rid of all of the dead weight in my life. This included fairweather friends whose company I don't really enjoy and deadbeats I've been dating. I don't feel obligated to be around anybody, particularly if I don't really care for them. It's cathartic... it really is. There is nothing worse than hanging out with somebody, man or woman, who gets on your f'n' nerves. point-blank-period. If me being in a serious relationship with someone I really enjoy sexually and emotionally is meant to be... then it will be... I know I am not going to go seek it out. Now on to more pressing matters... Can I just say that I really enjoy UPN's America's Next Top Model. Young, aspiring models bitching and moaning and not wanting to eat... dying to scratch each other's eyes out as they claw their way to victory. I think Tyra Banks does a great job with this show (can't say the same for her singing though). It truly is riveting. I love that they except full-figured models as well! model wanna-be, Toccara is sexy and she represents for the rest of us full-bodied women who are comfortable with ourselves. This show has gotten better. It's a guilty pleasure of mine. There is always a token, emaciated young woman on the cusp of anorexia. hahahaha. Love it. Saul William's new CD rocks the fucking house. I love it!